❤ LOVE/ hate

Sometimes
i do feel that troubles are created by humans (meaning ourself).


yess. we're so troubled wif stuffs. every stuffs.
for me, i'm troubling about captain's ball, about school stuffs (exams coming!) and about everything little things on earth? but do you somehow rrllise if we'd done preparation or forsake it, things might be better? there wont be so much troubles already.. (saying that is easy but to let things go isnt easy enoughh; u rrlly nid the courage to do so i guessed.)




currently i just needa manage my time. my interest. n whether shld i continue to improve or just to let it go. these are all passion. the passion and interest to do it. mayb you guys might be thinking, "what the hell is jasmine talking about?!" nvm if you dunno. somehow just wanna express my thots yet mayb the way i elaborate is so LOUSY agains.


yeap talking so much, i'm back to the fact that i cant play well. i'm utterly disappointed, i do wish that i could play well and be a good player of cos. i tried hard, practised hard, but i just couldnt make it at times. seriously speaking, the more i tried to conquer it, the more i felt that i'm actually scared of the ball instead of overcoming it. hais. mayb i shldnt force myself to be the way i couldnt be.. mayb i'm just that cmi bahhs.


Lastly to mention:
i knew you wouldnt be sseeing this.. cfm wont.. but i somehow wish that you could talk to me instead of always i'm the one doing so. lookin at your pics somehow made me feel that i rrlly miss seeing you.. me too wish that miracles could happen.. wish that you could initiate the talk, wish that i could know you more, also wish for everything little things that i want it to happen yet i know it wont. okays i guessed i'd rrlly need time to let go this trouble then..










okays shant talk about sadd stuffs..
come to know of a "post your smile" URL intro-ed by sherlyn, do visit this webpage if you want your picture YOUR SMILE to be part of the million smile.. yeap i posted mine too! gees. so dun be surprise if you see me in that million smiles poster or somehow?! LOLS.
here it goes:
http://www.smiles2006.com/content/introducing+s2006.htm