❤ LOVE/ hate

Sometimes i do feel that i'm actually quite a failure..


so what if i'm 1.73m, it's tall but so what?!
i should have made full use of my height and join CCA like netball or whatever..


But i din..
i did not..




yesterday was Sports Fiesta Captain's Ball match; i was utterly disappointed in myself in the first match.. i admit i wasnt good or even i wasnt doing well.. yess. end up we lost to Y.A.A.L, we could have done better, really.. hmmms i dunno why but i just breakdown and cried ytd cos i felt that i'm so lousy that resulted in the lost. Mayb catching and throwing ball wasnt my forte, even having long legs; i do not run fast!!! haais then what exactly do i excel in? i dunno.. still finding somehow at the age of 19yrs.






and yeap. i'm those during the game.. i do not joke or be fren with you.. (unless i know you) and i'm admit rough too. so do not be surprise to see me playing rough game in defending.. =P