❤ LOVE/ hate

just wish to get my saturday's event over and done. the drive and the passion isnt there anymore. soon it will be a year and everything will just re-starts again. the routine the cycle we have there. it's boring yet we cant say anything. on the other hand, i miss having roy around with me in the office. helping me instead of others who bully/ tease me at times. i dont like it. i dont like to be being threatened. i hate it. i only managed to have one event done together with roy after we were together. why cant we have some more. or even a year of events done together. i really miss him and i miss working together. i really really miss. can we just have those days? )):

ROY and ME